2021.09.20 06:37 Hellosudeki [FNV] Fallout new Vegas working tank mod that you can fire the gun on!
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2021.09.20 06:37 brynnmiche looking for musicians for an indie/punk band
i make rock music online and im trying to find people to collab with and start a band to eventually perform at live shows and create new music
respond to this thread if you're interesting in possibly being apart of this project
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2021.09.20 06:37 Traum-1991 Really need the advice to handle the family relationship and to move on strongly
First of all, i would like to say my story is a bit long. Please bear with me.
My dad passed away since 2017. Now i had my mom and my sis. Since i was childhood, I have never felt love from my parents. They all are busy for business and I can understand because we are not rich, therefore both needed to work. So, my parents go out for work and they can't babysit me and my sis. So they sent my sister to someone house who is so close to my mom and they are like relatives. I will call them as neighbors. I had to stay with my grandma while my sis stayed at the neighbors house.
In that house, there are a lot of people, I mean, the woman has four daughters and two sons. Those are already adults and they babysit my sis. So my sister got loves, care, attention from them. They loved my sis. When we got older and we started go to the school, and when the exam results were out, i was always compared with my sis by those neighbors. My sis were mostly better and smarter than me in the school. So those neighbors always mocked at me like "You are useless and you are not as smart as ur sis. U will never be better" something like this. And when my sis got first prize in the class, they bought her toys and dolls to cheer her up. And they came to tell me "See, we bought those toys for her. Do you have anyone who buys toys for you? You won't get anything" like that.
In my family, my mom influenced my dad more. I didn't tell about their mock to my parents, especially my dad,only he understood me and loved me. I was so young and I didn't know i should speak out like that. All i could do is I only cried alone in the toilet room and then i came out like nothing happened to me. So, since my dad passed away, I feel I don't have anyone who can understand and protect me. In my family, me and my dad are one side, my sis and my mom are one side. So, i don't have good relationship with my mom actually. Because of the political situation here, it's been a while i am unemployed. Now I have to stay with my mom, helped her house chores and other stuffs.
A few days ago, she said I was useless girl and I will never be a successful person because I forgot to do some house chores and broke the kettle accidentally. I wish words can't hurt me but those hurt me. My mom has a kind of victim blaming nature. I told her i am sorry. But whenever she remembers, she just keep blaming and said to me with tough words.
I feel i am broken. And no one wants me too. When I tried to speak out someone about me, someone who told me he likes me, he just listened and then never choose me. Those people just played my feelings. May be I was from such a bad family background and they don't want to like me anymore. So I feel no one wants me. I try to stay strong but sometimes i feel i need care, love and they are nowhere else.
I am really depressed not because of my family relationship but also because of my unemployment and worries for my future. I am really sorry for my long story. Please suggest me how I can pass through those difficult times. I really appreciate all of your time and messages 🙏🏼🙏🏼.
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2021.09.20 06:37 vasska KPBS Classical - is it possible to listen on the radio?
i love listening to classical music in my car. i like KUSC, but since the transmission comes from LA, it's hard to get a good signal down here in SD.
KPBS has a classical stream. does anyone know if there is a way to listen to it via normal (car) radio?
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2021.09.20 06:37 Carderrrr Just a dad and his son on a walk
2021.09.20 06:37 Automatic_Picture819 And all you have to do was Buy and Hodl
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2021.09.20 06:37 PhantomX98 Outdoor Landscape Light with Stakes (10 Pack) $64.99, FREE FOR AMAZON USA PRODUCT TESTERS, DM Me If You Are Interested
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2021.09.20 06:37 WingStopLunch
I was thinking and you really can’t blame sem for replacing ghost with a bunch of dick riding nobody’s who dick ride their aesthetic. He can’t run HAUNTEDMOUND by himself for the next 4 years, that’s if ghost even comes back to music
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2021.09.20 06:37 theleafy1 [DOOM] #34!! Screw the glitched rune trophy, made me do another partial playthrough all over again
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2021.09.20 06:37 Bkkr Vikendi we have liftoff..
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2021.09.20 06:37 berdyev [Opinion] Big sharks abusing and ruining Shina Inu
Alright, hear me out.
If you've been watching this coin over the past few months, you've probably seen how much price fluctuates up and down. It'll skyrocket up and drop below its previous value.
My theory is that big sharks (people that have a lot of crypto invested) begin buying out SHIB, thus raising it's value, then others that just play around and want to gain quick buck begin to jump too, then big sharks sell after making a high margin profit, thus plumbing it's value down below.
I think it's smart way to gain money, but it's shit for the rest of us.
I mean, imagine converting 1 BTC to SHIB, then price goes up 30%, then sell. Bam, they just made 30% off off current BTC price. Rinse and repeat.
It's bullshit ain't it?
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2021.09.20 06:37 OneStep_TooFar [The #BearTARDian Squirt-Society of Gravy-Ridge]: "A Cult-Leader's DARKEST Secret..." #OwenBENJAMIN
2021.09.20 06:37 Muted-Artichoke-2505 Staying no contact and it’s changed my perspective on her
I’ve been no contact for about 4 months now. My life has changed a good bit and I can live without her. It’s gotten to the point I no longer want to be with her anymore. She blocked me on everything and I self-reflected for a while. The shocker to me was I saw her after 3 months and she’s tried to talk to me 4 times. I haven’t given her the time of day though because she doesn’t deserve me. If it was me way back then I would’ve been a little bitch and talked to her. She’s just a monster in disguise and no longer the person I know. I don’t regret not saying anything. Just do me a favor and stay in my memories forever.
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2021.09.20 06:37 whitecoloredpencils Guilty Gear helped me get a girlfriend
So I was on my university's discord server and I asked if anyone played fighting games. One girl said that she played guilty gear pretty on and off and she asked if I could teach her how to play. I of course accepted because I fucking love the game and I gladly wanted to show more people how to play. We eventually started talking more and more together and eventually she confessed to me. I told her that I had feelings as well and we hit it off.
I asked her pretty recently what made her fall for me and she said it was when I showed her how to play the game.
Thanks Daisuke, for making this incredible series and helping me get a girlfriend.
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2021.09.20 06:37 rocketbot99 [Days Gone] Whenever I encounter the Rippers, the moan "THE LOST." Are they refering specifically about the Lost Lake camp, or their belief in the world as lost?
2021.09.20 06:37 UnbornRedead Cold temperatures suck
2021.09.20 06:37 nafnlaus7 29M Looking for a friend to have thoughtful audio conversations (preferably from North America, Europe or Aus/NZ due to my time zone)
Hey! Looking for a mutually respectful exploration of our personal universes! :) I'm somewhat shy, a bit anxious European, but reportedly could be funny and quite entertaining. I'm very prone to long musings on pessimism, nihilism, and the meaning of life, though I'm nothing profound in that department 😂 Every time I list my hobbies and interests, it makes me feel snobbish, which I consider a cardinal sin 🤔 But this is the limitation of text in conveying human emotion and intent, I guess. I have a superficial fascination for history, philosophy, psychology, art and other aspects of human culture. In terms of literary tastes, I lean towards prose, melancholic and psychological (although, usually not of contemporary kind). I have a preference for audio conversations which could be completely anonymous (on some voice call app) and without video.
I'm looking for a person in their 20s or older (without upper limit), so please don't hesitate to PM. Have a wonderful day/night! :)
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2021.09.20 06:37 Savageturkey559 Chillin like a villain
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2021.09.20 06:37 Ill_Literature_5651 Just set a 46.634 around Austria, is this good?
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2021.09.20 06:37 Thepeanutbutternerd Hey I'm looking for suggestions about building my first PC I don't have any prior PC experience other than watching LTT
2021.09.20 06:37 FluoxetineHcl [FOR HIRE] My Commission is open! OC, fanart, OC x canon, DnD design, etc~!
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2021.09.20 06:37 Internal_Variation_9 PLEASE interpret my dream
I dreamt of being like a new addition to a KPOP Idol(BTS lol) and we all stayed at the same room with 8 single beds. Then we had to like choose like these small animal dolls, at first I chose the white cat but then changed my mind to grey husky
Then while I was the only one in the room, a stalker came and asked who i was and i think i said one of BTS sister then I left pretending to think I got scared and left and took the opposite direction of where BTS is to show her then she started sniffing their clothes
As she was busy with that I then turn around and quickly head to Starbucks and tho I was too shy since I was new I heard them saying they saw me and wanted to offer me a drink tho I left
Then I told either the company or one of them to install a security guard in our dorm since a stalker was in the room and she got arrested
And I saw Jimin and the others laughing and smiling in their dorm as they were in peace :D
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2021.09.20 06:37 octafed Looks like CIG already considers the Semi Finals lost for the 600i.
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2021.09.20 06:37 yoyomaisapunk Friend went to a music festival and saw this beauty.
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2021.09.20 06:37 Firecactus721 Is this the GRANDMAPOCALYPES IN COOKIE CLICKER CLASSIC
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